I smoked for the first time in over a year and a half. Ended up making myself sick and my teeth hurt. Damn allergies.
Just felt shit. Felt like smoking. Didn’t care what it did.
Now though, i feel better. I have a plan for the next few months, i have something to strive towards and something to focus on.
The only problem, is my health. As usual. I have the worst pain ever and i need to wait till tomorrow to go to the doctors. Plus ive been told to ask for blood tests to see if im anemic, or however you spell it.
Social anxiety isn’t cool.
OCD isn’t cool.
Bipolar disorder isn’t cool.
Depression isn’t cool.
Cutting isn’t cool.
Phobias aren’t cool.
Trauma isn’t cool.
Sleep disorders aren’t cool.
Eating disorders aren’t cool.
They’re real things, they’re scary, and pretending you have them is just fucking obnoxious and an insult.
You are a wonderfull explosion of many colors!
high school friends are basically people who agree to survive together and it’s sort of like they’re your crew in a zombie apocalypse and after the apocalypse is over somehow you go on to living life and maybe occasionally you’d run into each other and be like “oh yes i see you still haven’t been eaten by zombies that is good” but you no longer have the need to survive together so that thing tying you to these people is just gone